Review of my 6th year on forex
What can I say about 2016, my 6th year on forex!? Am I a millionaire, did I finaly succeeded? Have a reach the top of this stairs? Well, almost, but still not as I wanted. Here is the review and why I am still searching for success after 6 years by trading on forex.
Success mostly comes over night in this business, right!? Yes it is, but after so many years of hard work, huge investment and full dedication to your business. Well, I work hard and invest for years, I am fully dedicated to my trading each day in the past 14 years, but I have realized that I still didn’t reach that success. I am not in between the constant winners and the best traders in the world, the millionaires. Sure, I have huge experience with amaizing understanding of the market, faboulus analysis with amazingly accurate predictions, but despite everything I felt several months ago that something is missing to be complete. Only 1 puzzle in between so many of them, but it’s enough to be incomplete.
As I want to reach the highest level in this business no matter the cost and to run up my hedge fund, I decided to deal with this problem and to find that missing puzzle. At first, I must admited to my self that I am not good enough and that I have some problems in my strategy, despite my experience and amaizing perfomances from time to time. Yes, I know how to take a single and daily $30k or $50k trade and I know how to make a 200% in 15 days, but that’s not what it takes to be the best. To be the one I must find a way to keep the most of that money in my pocket, not to return the same in the market, by losing too much searching for another opportunity. As I have realized that the missing part of my trading is definately the psichology, I decided to work exclusively on that issue lately. Yes, after 6 years and 30,000 lots, with billions of turnover in the forex market. This is ony 1 puzzle what is missing, but it is on high importance and it’s imposible to be a hedge fund manager or one of the best traders without it. To manage and to make millions, I know I must be a 100% ready, with no limitations.
Denying was probably the biggest problem for me, my ego. I quess that that’s why I wanted to trade my impossible missions here. Not to prove you something, but to prove myself how I can do an amaizing things in the market, with public readers as my pressure. I was wrong. It was obvious that I am pushing the wall which can’t be broken, but overtaken. To be overtaken, I must find an easier way, but slamming my head on to it. That way is the new psihological aproach and different understanding of the possibility and probability. That’s why I took some psihological trainings and educations for the past several months. Probably one of the best books which helped me with this issue is ‘Trading in the zone’ by Mark Douglas, which was recomended to me from one of the fx brokers. He told me, you will be one of the best traders if you read this book, not becasue the book will teach you how to make money, you know that, but how to solve you’re problem and how to keep that money in you’re account. He follows my trading and he knew what was the missing part, he knew what I am searching for. I mean, there is nothing in this book what I didn’t know and what I didn’t experienced personaly in the market, but for sure it gives me a different view on the market from my perspective. Something changes in me for real, the missing part is there.
Everything else what I’ve learned in this 6 years will remain the same. I proved for so many times how can I find an amazing entry with low risk, how can I analyse the move latter on and how to be patient enough to reach my target, making a huge money. Now in 2017 I must prove to myself that I can keep the same in my pocket in total and to be a consistant winner.
For the end of my review, I must write that while I was searching for this missing part in the last couple of months, I experienced several unpleasant weeks or even months of my trading. I was totally disrupted as I was confused with everything. I mean, I tought I was the best, but my result wasn’t confirmed that theory. When I finaly admit to myself that I must change something, I was in a total mess. What? After 6 years and millions of turnover I must change something? Woow!? I think that it takes only one month to accept that. But, when I sow that I need it badly if I want to reach that success at the end, there was no other way. As those Chinese wall steps shows, the road to success here is tough and it takes time to solve all the problems on the way. No matter the all expertise you have.
Will I finaly succeed in 2017 as I want? I will, because I will be finally ready, a 100%!
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2017 to all my readers and traders! Review you’re trading and admit and accept you’re mistakes on time! Change something and become successful in this tough world of speculations. You can do it!